My Other Self

   I used to love drawing and sculpting. I never thought I stop until I got into other things like breakdance or learning the guitar and the piano. I don’t remember why I stop drawing I just did I lost interest I guess I still can draw I just have to try harder to draw. Then when high school hit I just stop completely, made new friends and started to break dance. I was okay I can kind of do the windmill but not really than I stop that too still didn’t have a reason why I stop the things I did I just lost interest in them.

   I used to draw and when I did it was really good for my age I started in elementry. I drew on and off until the beginning of high school. I don’t remember when I stop I just lost interest in them. I think it because I couldn’t get any better and it was probably because I couldn’t get any better. I was frustrated I should of just keep on drawing at least to keep my artistic skill sharp. When I draw now it doesn’t look as good as when I did it in middle school. I’ve tried it but it just look bad so I stop, I mean I can still do it if i concentrate. I should start again. Maybe I can resharpen my skill. I wanted to become a tattoo artist at one time. I heard drawing and tattoo are not alike but I think it has the same concept of shading. I want to bring this creative side out of me again because I remember I used to love to draw.

   I started to breakdance in high school but I was not really that good but I tried. I wanted to expand my horizon so I start to break. When I was in high school it was a trend just like the imports nowaday nobody really does it anymore. I wish it was still popular, there was some talented people when I went to school. I used to love to watch my brother crew breakdance. I thought it was the coolest thing. I mean I could start again, it just been busy with work you just really don’t have time to do anything when reality kicks in. I enjoyed it, it kept me fit and it was pretty much like exercising. I want to start again someday when I have time I hope so cause I enjoyed breakdance like I enjoyed drawing.

    Drawing and breakdancing was probably the only creative side I had. They were the only 2 thing I really enjoyed. These 2 thing keep me away from stress and doing drug or smoke. Its been awhile but I would really want to start again if I had the time. This will probably get me back in touch with my creative side if I started again. I could do it now but I probably need a lot of practice.